Mahlia Milian says she did not give Shelley Lubben permission to post “her story” and that most of it is fabricated.

October 13, 2010 by
Filed under: Letters, News, Uncategorized 

I received a letter from Mahlia Milian stating that she read my post, Shelley Lubben emails from someone who needed her help? and identifies with the anonymous model who sent me information about Pink Cross Foundation.

Mahlia says that she never met Lubben face-to-face and only spoke to her once over the phone. She said that “her story” was blown out of proportion and that the only reason she stopped working in adult was because her obstetrician put her on bed rest because she has a tiny frame and it is very hard for her to gain weight. She did reach out for help and was promised help finding a job and and seeking couseling, but that never happened. She received some aide but it was not enough to cover all her necessities. She said that she has a degree, so she was able to find work, but she didn’t know about the post on Shelley’s sites, and when she found out about the post, she asked Shelley to take it down because Shelley posted her legal name along with false information. According to Mahlia, Shelley refused.

I would very much like to interview Mahlia, but if she is a working mom, she may just be too busy. She did say that she did “a few interviews” to set the story straight, so I’ll look them up and post them here if I can find them. I’ll keep trying, though, because I do find the truth to be so much more interesting than the twisted and sensationalized crap we’re spoon-fed on television by propagandists. Naturally, Shelley beds with the tabloid venues because she, herself, is very tabloid in every conceivable aesthetic way.

Mahlia expressed disappointment and apprehension, asking me ahead of time to please not post her legal name or email address because of the trauma she’s suffered over Pink Cross Foundation giving her private information away. She also expressed distaste at Lubben’s tactic of giving out a model’s personal information and how it only serves to further hinder the female from finding a job. She eluded to Shelley’s motives being sinister toward adult actresses. It reminds me of Holly Hollywood talking about how she found a regular job by using her personality, yet had her real name been highly publicized, she may not have stood a chance. As it happens, she landed a good job and her coworkers grew to love her before they discovered “who she was”. Funny how often people adhere their affections towards and root for the more outgoing and outrageous personalities. Everyone is lovable, you just have to let your guard down a bit. And only “a bit” is enough!

I find it interesting that a few pro-Lubben people actually suggested I was just jealous because “she’s prettier than me”. What these people fail to see is the lack of authenticity, or they, themselves, are not authentic and are drawn to false things. Lubben is an illusionist, but I have to try and understand that so many people are very simple and not inclined to see too far beyond their instant feelings about the people they are programmed to process as “damaged” and “tainted” and “bad”, never knowing that they are the ones who are damaged because they closed the only two doors in life that matter: the door to the mind and the door to the heart. Processed food is all it is, and it may give you short term stamina, but it doesn’t give you long term strength. And I’m not talking about religion, I’m talking about cookie-cut information that is false and/or incomplete. Look a little deeper and you’ll see all the shades of grey. If you’re lucky enough to get past even the shades of grey, you’ll see a rainbow. Or, you could just ask yourself, ‘What would Buddha do?’

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20 Comments on Mahlia Milian says she did not give Shelley Lubben permission to post “her story” and that most of it is fabricated.

  1. alex on Wed, 13th Oct 2010 5:55 pm

    2. “she’s prettier than me” illusion is a distortion of reality and reality is a distortion seen thru misinterpretation of we understand to be true. People will try to buy what they desire and someone will always sell it… Hucksters: not really the greatest show on earth, but look at the audience… we’re a fast food nation. Bubbha would love the courtesan… as always.

  2. Julie Meadows on Thu, 14th Oct 2010 9:27 am

    3. Pretty. And that just illustrates a weak mind, because it’s not about a beauty pageant, it’s about helping people or not helping people. Does she help people or does she not? And how many does she hurt by “helping” people who tell her to take down their personal information and she refuses?

  3. MF on Thu, 14th Oct 2010 3:04 pm

    4. Well it looks like Lubben is releasing a “tell all book” about porn this Halloween – and probably via the donations that were intended to directly help rebuild the women she SUPPOSEDLY helps lives.

    Once again someone is just helping themself.

  4. Julie Meadows on Thu, 14th Oct 2010 4:22 pm

    5. I got your text and looked at it. The cover is awful. My first thought, of course, was, ‘I wonder if she’s going to share the proceeds with the models who’ve contributed to the book?’ My guess is no, but as usual, anyone who can answer that is always welcome to speak here.

  5. 3ach on Thu, 14th Oct 2010 6:28 pm

    6. $100 says she’ll keep the money from the book sales to herself. I bet she’ll buy some more of that ugly whore makeup with it.

  6. Anthony Kennerson on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 8:22 am

    7. Oh, gee…so Shelley’s joining the tell-all club??

    Yeah, I’ll bet that the Tea Party crowd who fawns over Sarah Palin and Christine O’Donnell will just be creaming in their pants over the sordid tales of “ROXY!!!!” turned faithful disciple for Christ. At least…until the sex tape with Carrie Prejean is revealed. (I hope.)

    And once again, the women she uses and abuses will get absolutely nothing in return for the sales of her book. Nice scam you have, Shelley.

    Props to Mahlia for blowing the whistle on this fraud….more of that will help.

    Hope you are doing safe, Julie….it’s getting rough out there, what with all the porn scare news of late.

    Anthony

  7. alex on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 9:24 am

    8. “oh my goodness… !!!” Shelley’s path to the Lord in all it’s ribald detail. how ’bout i just vomit now and do something else?

  8. Julie Meadows on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 2:05 pm

    9. Thank you, Anthony. I don’t do scenes anymore, so I am okay. Even when I did it was condom-only the last three years. I don’t know what the big deal is about using condoms when it is better than using nothing and it puts the talent’s mind at ease. It always put my mind at easy, anyway. Condoms rock!!! :D

    She won’t give them anything. Her organization is just a venue for her to play madam and match up ex-porn stars with male members of her congregation. If it’s not what you’re into, the “help” won’t help for long. Denouncing the industry ensures you can’t go back unless you do some major groveling or go the other way and bash Shelley and the church, etc… It’s a horrible see-saw game for anyone not truly “saved” and completely brainwashed. My only hope is that the females who really want help don’t depend solely on her, and really make an effort to help themselves. Take her money but find shelter on your own; food stamps; counseling, etc… And do not sign a waiver giving her rights to your image and story so she can bank off of it and tell you why it’s really helping so many young women to not take your personal information down from her many sites, while she’s cashing the fat checks.

  9. Julie Meadows on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 2:07 pm

    10. lol I vote for vomit and do something else. Get those nasty toxins out and then go find something actually fulfilling to spend your time on. What a nut bird.

  10. alex on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 2:20 pm

    11. ” …just a venue for her to play madam and match up ex-porn stars with male members of her congregation” good one!!!

    Chuck: I like death with sex. Casey, do you like sex with death???
    Casey: Yeah… fuck off and die. -The Return of the Living Dead

  11. Julie Meadows on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 3:01 pm

    12. lol I don’t think I’ve ever seen The Return of the Living Dead. What is wrong with me???

  12. alex on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 3:10 pm

    13. Trash: Do you ever wonder about all the different ways of dying? You know, violently? And wonder, like, what would be the most horrible way to die?
    Spider: I try not too think about dying too much.
    Trash: Mm. Well for me, the worst way would be for a bunch of old men to get around me, and start biting and eating me alive.
    Spider: I see.

    Suicide: (dressed as a punk) You think this is a fuckin’ costume? This is a way of life.

  13. Julie Meadows on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 5:08 pm

    14. Sounds very funny. I’ve never seen Night of The Living Dead, either. Isn’t that a punishable crime? Like, you have to flog yourself for an hour or something?

  14. alex on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 5:38 pm

    15. that’s very funny… i don’t flog myself much anymore. :) ~ but my chick would jump at the chance. Sadistic bitch haha

  15. alex on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 5:42 pm

    16. Night of the Living Dead: Good shot! OK, he’s dead; let’s go get ‘im. That’s another one for the fire.

  16. alex on Fri, 15th Oct 2010 5:43 pm

    17. “Welcome to HIV Hell baby!” -Shelley Lubben (from mikes site)

    Halloween. How appropriate.

    I hope u read her site. how dare u…

    “I dunno how much AIDS scares y’all, but I got a theory: the day they come out with a cure for AIDS, a guaranteed one-shot cure, on that day there’s gonna be fucking in the streets, man.” – Bill Hicks

    “Good and bad happen to all of us. We do not live in a pretty sitcom… it’s all just life.” -Lydia Lee

    So, we deserve what we get, is that what you’re saying? Life twists and turns and all random shit that happened to us that brought us to this moment in time is all ours, huh? All the horrible crap that gets dumped on us that we just can’t make any sense of??? We just take all that to YOUR god and “he” just neatly files all that away… problems solved??? I don’t believe in your god, Shelley. Life is a complex and multi-dimensional puzzle and simple answers will. not. do. We go to our fates because we are fated to them… as you are.

    “Avarice, envy, pride, Three fatal sparks, have set the hearts of all On Fire.”- Dante Alighieri

    Avarice… do you know what that means Shelley? Look it up.

    “As for me, all I know is that I know nothing.”-Socrates

    Scrub “yourself” ROXY… you’ll never be clean. this world makes fools of us all.

  17. Harvey on Mon, 18th Oct 2010 8:37 am

    18. I’d like to hear an interview from Mahlia – from pink cross’s post, the reader is led to believe that Mahlia herself wrote the story.

  18. Julie Meadows on Mon, 18th Oct 2010 9:05 am

    19. I’m really trying. It would be a good interview with anyone who can come forward and talk frankly about their experience at Pink Cross Foundation.

  19. Harvey on Tue, 19th Oct 2010 5:12 pm

    20. I also wonder if Mahlia received the money that was asked for specifically in her name.

  20. Julie Meadows on Tue, 19th Oct 2010 9:20 pm

    21. These women say that they do not receive the donations submitted in their names, even though donations are asked for, specifically, in their names. Shelley likes to say that porn stars are modern-day slaves, but the truth is, porn stars are modern-day niggers. Shelley shits on them as much as everyone else does, and she’s happy to do it because her asshole is gaping. Her asshole is a fucking vortex of nothingness. She is a soulless bitch.

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